Lets See...What is Bothering Me?

There are so many things bothering me these days. Things that make my world depressing.1. There’s the whining volunteer at work2. The pressure to get a husband from my bosses3. Cruise and his games3. Then the men in my life are either M. A or of the P.A and/or virtual, all of which is not only risky but lethal.4. Mom is beginning to complain about the time I spend on the internet at home. I spend most of my time at home on the internet.I guess the real reason why I am depressed is because I miss him. It felt sad to leave him. I tried my best to convince myself that I did the right thing but I could not. I feel as though I am having a nightmare and each time I wake up, I find myself in yet another bad dream. When will I wake up from this dream? I wish I could have sweet dreams instead. Sometimes I see him in my dreams but each time he leaves me worried and sad.