Ha ha ha Ha!

Yes..I am a whoreFor I have compromised, bled out all I believe inAt the altar of "Love me" and "Sin"Hoping that God or Lucifer would grant me an earAnd hopefully banish the fearThat to you, all this time was a boreCoz to you I am nothing but a whore I never asked you to leave herAnd yet all I did was a "Yes Sir"Hoping you would choose meAnd from the shame I would one day be freeDays… months… years pastAnd you never sawThat I was a whore Coz I wanted youAnd nothing more Two nights ago as you fucked meYou were so taken up that you failed to seeThat the moans and groans weren't realAnd that I knew a truth I could not killThat you did it as if I was nothing more than a whoreAnd left more tender parts than my body soreSo with every grunt and strokeMy heart brokeCoz though you were with me You would rather have made love to her Today as I sat across youYou never knewThat as I watched you talk, laugh and workThat I knew afreshHow low I had sunkCoz I had bartered my peace and well beingJust to be around you And that for you Many times I had broken my back and bankBut never improved my rank So tonight as you reach for meAnd start to slide down my pantieI feel sick to the coreBut you would never knowAnd for the first time I insist on protectionNot as a contraceptionFor I am sure that the sensation of you coming Of your seed being spilled into meWould remind me of a sad truthThat I am a whoreDown to my very core.