2010,say it again?

We made it to the new year! Thank you Jesus! I’m really grateful, I have a totally new outlook on life, I’m so determined not to let all the things that were bringing me down last year do it to me this year. The stroke of midnight on 31/12/09 found me in church. The best way to begin the year if you ask me. I prayed and prayed and prayed, I don’t even remember some of the things I asked of God, but I do remember that it was a refreshing feeling,a feeling I haven’t felt in forever,like I’m starting over with a clear head,friends by my side, and forgiveness in my heart. 2009 was loooooong I tell you. So much went down. I got a new job. I made a zillion mistakes. I turned 25. I started a blog. I fell in like. I fell out of like. I lost a comrade. I got my first godchild.  Five of my friends got pregnant, and it breaks my heart to say that only three of them still have their babies with them today. But everything happens for a reason, I’m sure God has a reason why He wanted these precious angels with Him so soon. Let us pray for their little souls. All in all,it was a good year. I think its safe to say it was the most eventful of my life thus far. My new outlook on life comes with a new approach towards my job. Smile, smile, smile. It hasn’t been easy I tell you. My jaw aches. My eyes are watery. My colleague shifted to another desk, so I’m left with the burden of making friends with my new neighbour. I say burden coz like you might have read in one of my previous posts, its not something that really comes easy to me. But I’m trying. New year, new mission, new goals that have to be met. A toast to 2010. ‘Til next time. Peace, T.