A broken heart

Oh it hurts, it hurts I had forgotten how deep it cuts Short of breath, my heart flutters wildly A pain suppressed, tears assault my eyes This, i cant disguise It beats against my ribcage Nay, it thunders against my chest Its so loud, like a bass beat put to the test It wants to be set free and paint my pain Across the sky, It  wants to scream why I breathe heavily To control the battle that rages in me The slashes gashing across my heart The pain searing, painting a dark art Leaving no scars, But burning like coal tar Oh it hurts, it hurts I had forgotten how deep it cuts They say it heals with time But this to me, is a mime For the reason my heart bleeds Is with me all the time