Somethin’ is missin’….

Somethin’ is missin’. I just don’t know what it is. I feel this emptiness that I simply don’t understand.It refuses me to smile.It leaves me bitter and loathing.It makes me weak and worn out,tired and nonchalant,carefree and reckless. But sad,so sad.What is it, I ask? There’s a Brandy song that sums up my feelings. It goes; I’m feeling such a vacancy,I don’t feel whole,wish I could put my finger on it but I don’t know,what it is…..I’ve looked in every place I could see,trying to find the missing part of me,I can’t explain this feelin.. Feels like I’m on a long journey going in circles,and I aint even going nowhere,I’m lost in the middle of nowhere….Somethin’ is missin’,can somebody help me,somethin’ is missin’,I’m missin’ a part of me,somethin’ is missin’,show me what it is..show me what’s missin’ oh… Meanwhile, as I seek these answers,I’m praying to God for guidance.Spiritual,emotional,physical guidance to get me through this,to help me discover whatever it is that plagues my mind,and weighs my heart down with lead. ‘Til next time. Peace, T.