Tuesday Nothings

Today, I wore a cute outfit. A short black skirt with a cute white polka dot jacket I got from my sister. I feel all professional, which reminds me of the day I went to see my aunt after work and she says to me, 'you're so smart, you look like you work in a proper office like NSSF or something.' Oh wow Auntie, I don't work in a proper office now? So yeah, today I look like I work in a proper office.There are a lot of things running through my head right now. For those of you that called me or came to see me at home worried about my dad, don't believe anything the Rag of Toilet Paper writes. And thank you for the concern. I have major decisions to make with my life and I'm not sure I want to grow up yet. Does it ever get to a point where it's too much? Where you just want to lie in a corner and never wake up? Where you think the homeless person has less worries than you? Well, I actually don't have that many worries but I have life-altering decisions to make. Which is the same thing right?So, I found out from a reliable source that Karuhanga's younger brothers are all married hence I'm out of luck with finding relations to the president. You know, I think I'm going to make up my own relationship. I might just find that I am his brother's wife's cousin, hence making me his cousin-in-law????? I'm going off to trace my family tree to make this claim concrete so I can get a big job. Did I mention I make peanuts at my job and it's frustrating? That's why I'm trying all avenues. Besides, it would kill me to go off and marry another man when I'm in love with someone else. Off to the village to talk to my gramps.I feel sorry for women who are in bad marriages. I keep telling myself I'd rather leave than live with certain things in my marriage. But what do I know? I've never been married before and I know nothing about keeping a family together. There's a lady whose husband cheats on her and she knows it. He doesn't even have the decency to hide it. She has learnt to live with his coming home at odd hours, his disregard for his children, his attitude of not owing her anything. But she still has the audacity to tell me she'd like me to marry a man from his tribe because they are good men. After all the things she has told me about him! Why don't people leave me to marry my 'foreign' man and if our marriage fails it'll all be my fault. By her own admission she only got married because her brothers pressured her. This thing of being from La La land and having to marry from La La land just so I can have little La La children is utter nonsense I think.That's all my Tuesday will allow me to think. Let's see how tomorrow goes. Erique, you have my number for that opportunity.