Perilous lover

I hate you. I love you. If I was never to see you again, it would be too soon. I have no more goodbyes left.  Please let me be myself. This pillow smells so much of you. Go away. I need you here by me. My intrepid fingers point you away. Bring back yesterday. I hate love. No, you hate me. Who are you? I’m the one you killed for love. I only wanted to be with you, hold you forever. Even in death, you’re still obsessed with me. I only crack the shutters every second. I know; I’m always here. We both are. Why did baby have to leave? Wait, I’m supposed to say that. Why, because baby left and now… Now what… I’m your replacement? Wh…! Hon, I’m your other personality. No, they cannot hear. We’re six feet under. Scoot over, love. Vick & Karen.