forgive me. forget what i said last week. i have totally changed my mind. i don't need You to come to me physically (as if my physical body could withstand the glory). i see You every morning. well, most mornings, when i wake up to worship You and listen to You and speak to You. there is something about the spiritual that is much broader and more infinite than the physical. physically, i may not have something i need, but through faith, that thing is already mine. physically, i may not see You, but when i close my eyes to worship You, i feel You. and You are more real than any physical touch i've known. when i cry out to You, i hear You hearing me. and You are so near. You are closer to me than the chair accross the room; closer to me than the sheets in my bed; closer to me than the clothes on my body; closer than the hair on my head; closer than the blood running through my veins and arteries; closer than the emotions that worshipping You brings.