Its just a courtesy post.
m in India, for all those who r tracking or care to track me (there shouldnt be many on that front!!)..
Should be giving some good news in all this days of despair and pain!!..(well will surely write about it all in a very new post!!)
Anyways I was listening to this song from a malayalam movie called NeelaThamara (Anuragavilochagan ayyii)....a seriously mind provoking song, very sweet, very thoughtful and upteemly melodious to the ears.
As a matter of fact, the movie is being shown on Surya TV tomorrow (Sunday, 23rd Jan,2o11) @ 4.00 pm. Havnt got much hopes on the movie being good from what I heard from people.
its been long..and it has to be long.the real reason for this post is that i finally watched blood diamond, a movie par excellence and worth watching more than once..being in africa (well m out of it now ..)...i have been able to connect to the movie....the suffering and the war, the struggle, the way of living, the whores, the diamonds, the beer absolutely everything....
in short i have loved the movie, for the first time i m not regretting paying 89rs for the english movie and entertainment package on sun direct (digital cable service).....hope to watch more thought provoking movies on WB etc.!!!
in other things, m here right now in Ahd, doing whatever i want (that was rather what I was doing in UG as well).will update more later!!!cheerssantosh
Who will cry when u (or it shud be die??...effectively it shud had been the title of the post.but then it doesnt matter as when u die, u dont blog...neways i have been near death many times in the past few months.....today is the lowest i feel and the most depressed..have been let down by every one, i m with anyone whom i cud call a friend.M feeling more helpless than i was when i first came here 4 years back. At tat time as well I dint have any friends, and so its the same now..where does the dieing bit come from.well it comes from the fact that my life, future, career, everything i was and m in love with has been screwed beyond recognition. I feel that prostitute who encountered Bidandi Ssali during his election rally..lolz..I can even laugh in all this adversities...but then the laugh is just short lived as i know is my sweet little life...
Ok. now its confirm, the shout has gone one to a whimper and the commitment to blog has waned.
The individuality and the creativity is at an all time low of 10% (10% of what..i donno, so dont ask me)...
I thought I shud be blogging today, jst to make it clear that I would be coming to BHH, wherever it is to happen, whatever time it is to happen. This post has to be dedicated to the BHH phenomenon.
Just a few minutes back, I read this article about the people you meet at a Bloggers/tweeterers meet!!.....and laugh at it as it is too correct to be correct.... I think we also meet such kind of people.
Hi guys,
This post was not actually planned, but some extraordinary events yesterday caused me to pull up my socks, jumpers, vests and everything that is mine and write this post.
There is a warning though, please forgive the FOUL and EXPLICIT language that I m due to use in this post. The mental state was/is such that I have to use those foul words.
It all starts in the evening around 9.30 pm, we (me and my roomie) have our dinner and as usual move out for our usual evening quota of walks and rest outside our premises in the open. It is all well as we walk for a while and then exhausted we sit nearby for a few minutes. Its all good till now.
All the ways of life have turned upside down. Yeah its actually upside down.
I m out of ideas, m out of cash,m out of whiskey/beer or anything that is alcoholic, m out of friends, m out of orkut, m out of facebook, m out of almost everything that is anything in life.
Well everything is upside down right now. M actually late in writing this stuff.
The thing is like this, I actually screwed up my life the last two months. It actually started more than 2 months back.
Well its a thing of past, I actually had a great new year eve and xmas eve, I should had stopped it then and there itself. I fucking did it again, why why the fuck did I need to do it?
Anyways hopefully I should be able to claw back again with life and like.
man oh man...
how the heck did my visitors counter reach 11529 hits?
god...donno how!!..
neone has ne ideas..how this can be possible?
The only new things I did were:
I registered in www.blogspirit.ug
and I have been the 42nd or 39th Indiblogger of the month for the past two months..
other than these two I havent even publicised the blog!!
M clueless...jst like the erstwhile Clueless on Touch FM, ma favourite ever radio station newhere on earth!!..amazing na.....yeah it is.....listen to it to know.... 95.9 FM on Ugandan airwaves!!
cheers
yeah guys, i did it again...
damn donno how it could happen..
but i did it again...damn...jst donno how low m feeling right now...
its a very bad feeling....i shudnt be even writing this...
plz family members, blogerens, non-blogerens....its been like 2 mnths that I have been trying to start the day as a new one.....but at the end of the day, it all goes back to point one or square zero!!...damn never mind..i cant explain, i cant justify myself, i can jst stay still, lay low and try to addict myself to something else like a la-FIFA or GTA or damn ne fucking crap or weed or grass or morphine, marijuana..its all good..damn wud feel gud in my condition.....
hey guys...
m back...yeah m seriously back to Uganda....frm India.....
I was in India..enjoyed it fully and worked as well for sometime there.....
yeah i knw i have not been blogging much.....
oh btw i went to BHH this week....its cool guys...
it rocked...loved to be in between some really geeky guys...seriously some of this guys who blog they got real brains...not like me who jst blogs to share own life exps...
ok guys..
its absolutely sure now....I m visiting India.. ......
hope to use my time quite nicely there.....and hope to complete all the pending craps!!
I dont expect to get a good lazy vacation as its all too hectic coupled wid a few train and flight journeys.....but nevertheless its home!! (oh i do consider Uganda my second home, but then the place u spent 23 yrs of ur life does have to be ur first home!!)...
I wud hav to miss BHH as i m leaving on the same day as it is slated on!!....sorry Jny...but i will make up for it next time around.
While in India....i wud like to talk to a few people pretty seriously...and harp to a few ones not so seriously...i want to buy things, which I thought wont be very useful and also things that i have waited to buy for ages now (dont worry I wud give u the names when I lay my hands on them)....
..)...i have been able to connect to the movie....the suffering and the war, the struggle, the way of living, the whores, the diamonds, the beer absolutely everything....
in short i have loved the movie, for the first time i m not regretting paying 89rs for the english movie and entertainment package on sun direct (digital cable service).....hope to watch more thought provoking movies on WB etc.!!!
in other things, m here right now in Ahd, doing whatever i want (that was rather what I was doing in UG as well).will update more later!!!cheerssantosh 
die??...effectively it shud had been the title of the post.but then it doesnt matter as when u die, u dont blog...neways i have been near death many times in the past few months.....today is the lowest i feel and the most depressed..have been let down by every one, i m with anyone whom i cud call a friend.M feeling more helpless than i was when i first came here 4 years back. At tat time as well I dint have any friends, and so its the same now..where does the dieing bit come from.well it comes from the fact that my life, future, career, everything i was and m in love with has been screwed beyond recognition. I feel that prostitute who encountered Bidandi Ssali during his election rally..lolz..I can even laugh in all this adversities...but then the laugh is just short lived as i know is my sweet little life... 
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hope to use my time quite nicely there.....and hope to complete all the pending craps!!
I dont expect to get a good lazy vacation as its all too hectic coupled wid a few train and flight journeys.....but nevertheless its home!! (oh i do consider Uganda my second home, but then the place u spent 23 yrs of ur life does have to be ur first home!!)...
I wud hav to miss BHH as i m leaving on the same day as it is slated on!!....sorry Jny...but i will make up for it next time around.
While in India....i wud like to talk to a few people pretty seriously...and harp to a few ones not so seriously...i want to buy things, which I thought wont be very useful and also things that i have waited to buy for ages now 