My friend, Janice, who has become my guardian angel here, called last night while I was in the middle of watching a movie."Are you crying? Why are you crying? What are you watching?" she asked."The Bucket List," I responded."Yeah, I know that one...Morgan Freeman and Jack Nicholson doing everything they wished that they could do when they were living but are now doing when they are facing death...that one, right?" she confirmed.Yep, that one."So why are you crying? You, above the rest of us, have lived the 'Bucket List' while you're still alive so why the tears?" she insisted."Do you think I am selfish? I was watching all of the places the Freeman and Nicholson go in that movie and thinking, 'been there, been there, too.' Do you think that I travel so much makes me selfish? Do you think I am going to run out of places to see and end up wandering around Central Park in ten years feeling lost?" I asked, feeling incredibly stupid."Nah, that's what you do...you travel. That's your thing.